My Words

Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder
if I am real or fake
if I really exist or not

Sometimes I feel
I am shallow within
and about to collapse

Sometimes I wonder
if I am a human being
or just another useless creature
crawling aimlessly on the earth

Sometimes I think 
I am a complete failure
who, maybe, does not deserve to be happy...
who wasn't even worthy of you
or your love...

Sometimes I think
you realized my shallowness before me
and you said
"I have decided
I am going with her".

Sometimes I feel
it wasn't fate or you
but it was me
and my triviality 
that made you leave

Sometimes....

I do miss you sweetheart!!!