Tits and Bits

7 September

Its the day I am supposed to get my salary but I have not got it yet. So, how does this amount matter to me now, when it didnt have any place in my life a few months ago? Well, it means a lot. Now, I wait for the 7th of the month so that I can get my cheque. I have become habitual of money and more importantly of my office!
It has been a tough time in the office since last few days. Actually, this is the first time in my life when I am being myself and that is why I have lost a number of so called friends! But I do not regret because at least I am being true to myself! So, due to this change, now I am very blunt and do not hesitate to tell somebody that she/he is not my friend and just a colleague. I have one friend in my office and he is leaving the job and that is why it has become difficult to work in the office. since the last week, I have not been able to give my 100% to work and that is clearly visible in my output.
Anyways, I am trying hard to cope with the problem but it really hurts when somebody close to you suddenly moves away from your life. When you start feeling the comfort zone, someone just invades it! I am feeling the same feeling but have to deal with it! Afterall, it is part of life!

I do not know why I wrote all this here, but just felt like pouring out so did.